Sunday 29 May 2016

When I Met A Prostitute

Walking on the pavement, I was going back home. It was all normal until I saw a prostitute near Gadkari Rangayatan. It was not a new thing for me, though it struck me somewhere in my mind. She seemed to be 18/19 years old, wearing a dark red lipstick, kajal in her eyes and a pink bindi on her forehead, even when she was in her teenage. I tried to avoid eye contact with her, but; I couldn’t. She was looking at me with those lusty eyes, all the time. I was so scared. I wanted to talk to her at the same time.

It is said that a girl opts to be a prostitute only because two reasons, 1) She likes being a slut (Bhai, use maja ata hai esiliye wo randi hai.) 2) It’s a quick mode to earn money. (Bhai, duniya mai do aise businesses hai jo kabhibhi band nhi ho sakte hai ek daru ka dhanda aur ek prostitution ka.) So, I wanted to know her story. It was my first encounter with a prostitute. I was a bit scared (more than a bit.) But; out of curiosity I made an attempt and went ahead to ask her.

It was her first day but she seemed confident (wish I had such confidence in me.) Such a co-incidence it was. She was the first prostitute whom I asked and I was her first customer. With trembling legs, I moved forward and asked her, rate kya hai? (How much do you charge?) It was so sudden for her that she got stunned for a moment but; she replied in a bleak tone, “500 rupaiya ghanta. Hotel mera par hotel ka kharcha tumhara” (Rs.500 per hour, I will tell you the hotel but, you will have to pay the bill.) For me, it was like a bullshit. I thought she was charging me more and was unfair. I asked her to reduce the rate. “Dekh, yahi rate sabko lagta hai, agar tuze parvadta hai to le nhi to side hatt, dhande ke time khoti mat kar” (See, If you can’t afford this, you can fuck off. Don’t cause troubles for other customers. Rate is same for everybody.) I agreed with her and gave her hundred to come with me. I walked ahead and she followed me. We both went to motel Amrapali. It was a cheap motel, I could only see prostitutes over there. It seemed there was a tie-up between the motel manager and prostitutes.

She asked me to collect the keys from the reception area and she went upstairs. I followed her and went to our allotted room. My hands were shivering, my soul was shivering. all this while, She kept looking at me as if I was her boyfriend. Since my hands were shivering she mischievously laughed at me. It made me upset.
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We went inside and she made me comfortable as if she was a pro in this. It has been 15mins, we both were sitting on a corner of the bed. I didn’t do anything. She asked me, “Kya hua? Aisehi baitha rahega kya? Agr kuch nahi karna tha to kyu laya muze?” (Hey! What happened? Why ain’t you doing nothing? What did you bring in me here for if you did’t want to do anything?) “Achha suno, muze kuch karna tha esliye main nhi aaya yaha pe, muze toh aapse batchit  karni thi.” (Listen, I have not paid you cause I wanted to have fun. I just wanted to have a conversation with you) I uttered. “Oye, yaha log batchit karne nhi aate, aur muze batchit karne mai interest nhi hai”, (People don’t come here to have a conversation with me and I also am not interested in having a conversation with you) she replied in a harsh tone.

I kept on persuading her until she said yes to have a conversation with me. I made her sit beside me. I started with her name. Surprisingly she had two names, her real name was Rekha and as a prostitute her name was Chameli. Both the names reminded me of typical old Bollywood movies in e which they had showed those “RED LIGHT AREAS.” She was from Bengal. She used to live with her parents there. In 2013, she had watched the news of “Shweta”, a prostitute from Kamathipura who has gone to the USA for her education. I as a little stunned after listening to all these from her. “HOW THE HELL SHE COULD KNOW THESE THINGS.” I thought she was uneducated and illiterate, but she had studied till 12th standard and because of financial issues she happened to leave her studies behind. Later I asked her how she came to Thane but; she didn’t tell me anything about that. She told me not to ask this question again and I obeyed her.

She had come to Thane to be a prostitute. She wants to be a new Shweta. She wants to become an inspiration for many other “Rekhas” and “Chamelis.” The final question I asked was, “Do you think someone shall come and change your life?” She simply said, “Dekhte hai. Agar nhi aaya to bhi kuch tension nhi hai merko. Mai yaha paisa kamake apni padhai chalu karne wali hu.”   (Let’s see, even if no one comes, it won’t bother me. I will earn my own money and use for my further studies.) I had never thought that an encounter with a prostitute would be so interesting. I had thought she would kick my ass off but; she turned to be a nice girl.

I hope this write up shall change your mind-sets. Every woman deserves a respect even a prostitute. Don’t forget, every prostitute is a woman first.

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Tuesday 10 May 2016

I love Coffee.




    Sometimes, life be so pathetic with us. No one knows why this happens.  One day comes in our life and changes everything, every single moment of our life.  No one likes that feeling but; no one can help it. It comes and it goes like a breeze.

            As such one day I  was talking with one girl named, "Heenal" I found her  a nice &  an interesting soul while talking.

            She told me about a phase of her life her break up, her brother, her coffee things.  Well, she is a coffee lover. Story behind her coffee is so interesting. She was a normal girl living her normal life with some hopes in her heart and a little faith in humans. She had a bf, she was living a happy life with him at first but, as days were passing by he started pissing her off, his behaviour and everything done by him. She wasn't allowed to talk with any of her male friends, he was putting so many restrictions on her. Her life had become like a bird in a cage. She wanted to move out, she wanted to live her normal life again, but, her love for him didn't allow her at start. 

           One day she made up a decision, to get out of that cage, spread her wings and fly. She broke up with him. But things didn't go as she had decided because of the past and good time which she had spent with him. She used to recollect the good times and just cry. Her life had become worse than before. The more she tried the more she became depressed. All of a sudden, she wanted live a loner's life. She stopped interacting with her friends even with her close friends. It all went till almost a year.But, one day she moved on from her past. To do this she, started doing things which she had interests in, ART, WRITING.

            Now, she has brought a lot of change in her life. She has a
a positive perspective towards life. She has gotten a new soul mate, the only thing which keeps her motivated her COFFEE. (Who all are coffee lovers here?) She loves coffee and yeah, one more thing her car. She goes on long drives with her soul mate every alternate day. She explores life, hidden aspects of it and hidden places.

            Our lives are full of hurdles, challenges, snakes and ladders. If we get things easily then we don't value those things. Never lose hopes. Keep yourself moving. Never blind trust anyone, never rely on anybody, never change yourself because of anybody, be as you are because; at the end  "YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO MATTERS!"
            
                      "We are humans, we make mistakes and we suffer,
                        But, we are the only ones who will have to fight,
                        We learn from our decisions,
                        So, never cry on your decisions, which rot you."